Ya Rabb,

Hamba Mu ini belum pernah merasa sebegitu inginnya punya pasangan seperti sekarang.

Pertemukanlah Hamba dengan orang yang bisa membuat hamba semakin baik setiap harinya.

Amin.

Dokter Kulit # 5

Masuk bulan April 2011 tepat sudah saya mengkonsumsi isotretinoin selama 10 bulan. ngga tau juga kapan mau distop sama si dokter. yaaa ikutin aja lah yaaa (cuma itu yg satu2nya bisa menghibur diri ini). secara keuangan saya sudah terganggu dengan adanya perawatan ini...hahahaha....bukan terganggu sih tapi keinginan saya yang makin hari makin banyak. yang kepengen inilah yang kepengen itulah. tapi perawatan ini masih akan saya prioritaskan. kalo ngga punya cukup uang yaaa gausah chemical peel, yang penting obatnya ditebus terus.
udah beberapa hari ini minum obat ngga rutin begitupun krimnya. entah karena itu, jadi timbul jerawat kecil (ngga banyak) atau karena makanan yang ngga sehat. yaaa ngga taulah...

I have no courage to talk to you. I am so afraid to meet you to face your anger. Perhaps, begging you to forgive me is the only thing that I can do. It’s your right to decide whether or not I’m really worth it to become your best friend. All the memories that I have for all this time would stay forever in my heart and mind. I am really sorry


(dicopy dari salah satu blog orang lain)



p.s: stil trying to move on

Gemini

Light, fun and carefree the Gemini woman is a breath of fresh air to those seeking a partner who won't be too clingy or smothering. Typically she is lower maintenance (emotionally) than most other signs and always quick to make fun of a bad situation and find a solution to it.

Gemini's are amongst the intellectuals of the zodiac, known for their cleverness, curiosity and excellent communication. Always questioning and often insightful they're typically fascinating and light spirited companions with a diverse knowledge. Highly adaptable, they’re fast thinkers and fast talkers, often able to get inside other peoples heads while discussing almost anything. Due to this your Gemini woman is likely to be highly adept at flirting and very hard to beat in an argument!

Being so insightful comes with a price. Everything has multiple sides, and often maintaining a fixed viewpoint is the only thing which allows order to made from chaos. While the meaning of the twins is often taken as being two-faced, it really represents multiple viewpoints of the same subject. This mental complexity is however sometimes misconstrued as being contradictory, superficial or unreliable.

As with other highly intellectual signs the price paid for her mental firepower is a relative lack of emotion and a very low tolerance for boredom. She thinks too much, and feels too little, which has some consequences in many aspects of her life.

Dynamic and exciting she's easily bored, and favors variety in all things. She probably has multiple interests, each holding her telescopic attention for short bursts.

i'm gonna find a way to make it without you

permainkan saja hati saya

semuanya hanya bercanda, sudah saya tebak. namun saya tetep butuh pengakuan dari anda, kalo semuanya hanya bercanda. yuphhhh, pengakuan itu sudah terdengar di telinga saya.
ANDA BERCANDA DENGAN HATI SAYA.

yeah i'm trying for it

One day i WILL go abroad for my postgrad...................

from the deepest of my broken heart

Saya belum pernah merasa sebegitu nyamannya dengan orang lain. Kalau pada akhirnya Tuhan tidak lagi mengizinkan saya bersamanya yaaaa mungkin itu jalan terbaik yang sampai saat ini saya belum mengerti hikmahnya apa. Saya tahu ini semua salah saya, totally and absolutely this is my faults. I wanna fix it, really from the deepest of my broken heart, i wanna fix it tapi Anda yang di luar sana tidak sepaham dengan saya untuk memperbaiki ini. Saya juga tidak bisa memaksa. Jadi cara saya memperbaikinya adalah saya tidak akan mengulangi "kebodohan" itu kepada orang lain. Dan again from the deepest of my broken heart, maapin gw T_T